Kto-nibud hochet na One Republic shodit?

Sledyushaja ostanovka: Moskva.

Chut bolshe mesiaza nazad podobrali kotenka na ulize.

Achievements: vospalenie proshlo, noga zdorova, privivki sdelanu (4), golodnum bolshe tochno ego ne nazvat.

Challenges: gadit (prostite) on obuchno ne v svoem tualete, a pered nashim, posredi nochi zalezaet pod odejalo i ves sledyushij den vu pahnete kotom, krichit, kogda golodnuj, krichit, kogda odin, krichit kogda krichitsia.

Heading for the future: uzhe nashli komu otdadim. Vot tolko budet ne hvatat'

1 LC to 1 LC and 1 expansion
20 members to 70 members
10.000 EURO raised (personally)
diversified sources of revenue: projects, exchanges, board of advisors, interns rent (haha)
President of Mauritius will be speaking at our 1st anniversary
18 outgoing Xs, 10 incoming exchanges will be done
sucsessfull HIV/AIDS project, which increased awareness of 1200 college students about this issue
appearence on TV: 3 times, and more is coming with anniversary
National Advisory council
18 Leadership positions
MC team got amazing development through the year, and Heading for the Future program from Shell
1 time in history mauritiuan is in MC

it's worth it to be crazy...

Ludi uzhe strojat planu na sledyushij god.
Ili uzhe davno sostroili.
I dvornikova uzhe ves zhzh ispolosila kak zhe ona hochet v Litvu.
I vrode zdorovo, vot tolko kogda videsh takyu strast na samogo lozhitsia otvetsvennost najti, a chto zhe tu tak zhe bezumno budesh hotet. I chem dalse, tem slozhnee.
Ved nastolko vlublen v to chto zdes i sejchas, chto dazhe ne hochetsia dumat o tom, chto dalshe. I kuda uzh chtobu o tom, chto zhe ja hochu bolshe, chem eto? Da nichego. Ostavte v pokoe. :)
A dumat nado. Srok to do iulia. I biletov obratnuh net. Znau odno. Obratno nado ehat cherez Indiu. Pust nasi otnoshenija s MC ih mnogogrannue i luchse-ne-sprashivajte-menia-o-chem-ja, no strana v lubom sluchae udivitelnaja. Da i god moj s nee nachalsia, tam emu i zakonchitsia. Eto kak krug. Idealno.
Pomnu zapah parnogo moloka kogda priletela tuda v iune.
Pomnu kak chasto prosto shodila s uma ot odnoj musli chto za Indiej zhdet Mavrikij.
Pomnu kak triassia golos, kogda predstavliala 5 delegatov iz Mavrikija 500 iz Indii na konferenzii.
Pomnu kak eti rebiata stali rodnumi.
Kak zvonila Rowiny v drygoj gorod i obiasniala, chto nechego muchatsia duriu i ustraivat golodovki, esli uslovija DT stazhirovki ne sovpadaut s realnostiu. Pust 14 chelovek na kvartiru, 1 vannaja i ne daut edu kak obeshali. Uchis but schastlivum.
Pomnu kak zalezli vse na avtobus i delali tam fotografii. Kotorue sejchas otkruvau kogda tiazhelo. Potomuchto srazu stanovitsia luchshe.
Pomnu kak pili rom i eli snaki kotorue rebiata privezli chtobu stranu prezentovat. A teper eto prosto...rodnoe...
Da, navernoe eto samoe prekrasnoe i slozhnoe...tut teper vse rodnoe.
I vse chase obnimau Veda i dumau, nu kakogo cherta Mavrikij ne Evropa? Kuda mozhno kazhduj god pri zhelanii? Kuda mozhno na konferenziu, na weekend ili prosto v gosti.
Strashno ot etoj musli. I ot ponimanija, chto posle togo kak uedesh, mozhet i ne verneshsia bolse. I ne uvidish vo chto vse eto prevratitsia.
Ostalos 3 mesiaza. Iz kotoruh 1 - transisen. To est novue ludi novue planu. I BUDUSHEE. A chto moe budushee?
Pomnu samuj slozhnuj moment bul, kogda ne vubrali na lcp i nado bulo sidet na transitione i stroit planu LC. Kogda sam ne znaes chto dalse ochen slozhno dumat i planirovat budusee chego-to eshe...

sometimes u turn head, look at eyes of you-time-ago and u smile to all thoughts, ideas and emotions that u find in that eyes.


i thought that world is so big. even my own country was 2 big for me. or even worse. i didn’t care about rest of the world. for me it was only me and my city... we were studying spanish culture and traditions and i actually loved it. but it wasn't my world. not at all.


i thought that the most important in love is to find someone who will love you and care for you. not even thinking that much more important is to learn to love by yourself first.


i was dividing all things on good and bad. if i had stickers in my hands with and - on them, i would easily stick them on everything that was surrounding me without actually thinking that most things in our life aren’t just good or bad.


many times i was trying to change things instead of changing my attitude towards them.


and even more often i was perceiving things not through my heart, but through society's. U just are told from childhood what u need to have to be happy. and actually there was time i didnt actually know why i wanted this things. just because every1 should want them. its normal. and then you are sad that u don’t have something that you want. and you never even ask yourself: "but do i REALLY want it?"


and then u think what is life? for me its just changing feelings, thoughts and emotions about the most important things for you...

i found one which hits mine

hold me, don't ever leave me
know me, never believe me
stay here but don't get too near me
leave me, leave me alone
but don't ever let me go

show me, but don't ever teach me
touch me, don't try to reach me
hold me but don't ever keep me
baby, don't ever let me in

and don't let me win

'cause i leave myself to you
yes, i release myself with you
i believe in me and you
so don't ever say you do

love me, try not to need me
need me but don't let the greed in
feel free but don't ever leave me
give in, don't ever let me
no, don't ever let me win

hold me, don't ever leave me
ask me but don't ever make me
save me, don't ever forsake me
call me but don't ever say my name

know what you do

'cause i leave myself to you
yes i release myself with you
i believe in me and you
so don't ever say you do

don't let me win
just hold me

and you say "nina nina ninana...."

now how can i let you go?

hold me, don't ever leave me
love me but don't ever let me
no, don't ever let me win

Veeed: lets
19:59 start with
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
actually
temme y mcp of mauritius?
20:00 :P]
20:01 я: because i love aiesec
because i love people
because i love mauritius
and because i love myself
20:02 Veeed: ok now take each reason
and tell y
:P
20:03 я: i love aiesec
i think that aiesec is an amazing organization which personally helped me and can help others:
20:04 1. to understan who u really are and what u REALLY want
2. to get out of the box of what other people in society think and think by your own brain
3. not only talk talk talk about things but do them
4. make a real change, because here u understand that impossible exists only in your head
20:05 5. and its lot of fun and enjoyment and discovery :) sexy, in one word
i love people
20:06 yep, i am people oriented person and i think that people is the most valuable asset. because if they are individuals they can do whatever. and i believe if you want to do something its impossible to do it by your own..it will not be so big then.
20:07 and i think the most important thing is to change yourself and open change for other people coz they are much more better than u in many points
i love mauritius
20:08 i believe that some occasions happen for purpose, and i believe that postcard of mauri which was 3 years in my room is not coincedence. and the video which i already saw and phenix bear i ve drunk in india...al this conncet me
and i always valued mauritius for its diversity., coz it is something we wanrt to achieve in aiesec
leaving peacefully in diversity
20:09 because i love myself
every change you want to do...no matter what - first u need to make it in yourself
and i really believe in this
20:10 and aiesec is an organization where i learned, changed, grow, falled down and grow again... and it hurted, it smiled, it huged, it did whatever. it just became a part of heart. and i know that i want to be happy. and to be happy i need to know what makes me happy and how to achieve it. aiesec gives this chance to me
20:11 and after you got it u look at the map and u see that u can bring all this to country...
i couldnt stop myself
thats why